the world can be a difficult place. I struggle to find words. I think too much about the wrong things and forget the things I'm supposed to remember to think about. outside my personal struggles the world is going to pieces. people say this is a great time to be alive. are they not seeing what I see? or am I not seeing what they see?
see... I can't find words... I just... I don't know. I have so many things to say. I have so much to do. I think... ... ... i don't know. I'm not sure what to think.